sometimes i wonder if im cut out to be in school now. i've no motivation to study and each time i told myself that im going to buck up for the next term, i got worst. it sucks. no one to encourage me and push me and all. i've never been like this, i know. coz i was independent in secondary school. maybe because i know what i had to learn. but here, everything is haywire. there's no syllabus. no idea what to expect next. it sucks coz i got tired of thinking about what i had to learn. it looked so organised in the beginning but since its a college, the time table can change whenever is needed. ARGH!!! i hate this. i want a break from school and buck things up myself. i may be participating in discussions but that is it. there's nothing more to that than just using my common sense. well, i got to say that that's what im good at - common sense. should i email program leader about this. argh!!!
sigh...

its sucks when the comfort you had is no longer there for you.
it sucks when you have a brother who has a name of your former boyfriend.
i took a quiz on whether im moving on.
well, after about 6 months, it claims that im in the process of moving on.
oh really???
this is nuts.
somehow i feel that history is repeating itself.
pfft.